Today has been the scariest day of my life by far. I’ve been prescribed some anti-depressants and I really hope they work.
Last night I dreamt that I was cutting again… but this time everyone was coming for me, trying to “help” by sending me away. People were trying to knock down my door and climb through my window and I couldn’t move, I couldn’t even speak. It was as if I was paralysed and it was terrifying.